i miss him..

I miss him so much it hurts....

Surprise!...

He SURPRISED me! Last Wednesday I was just waiting to finally talk to him on the phone and see his face on the computer but he called bright and early and said he was coming to see me!! We had a wonderful night together...We went hot tubing and snuggled all night..laughed, cried (well me) ;) and I tried to keep him up all night so we could savor every last minute together... :) I wish our time together would move in slow motion... It seems like it just flies by when I'm with him! He makes me so happy, I never want our time together to end.. But I got a night to snoodle my ping, he surprised me and missed an extra day of work to see me and I felt like the luckiest girl in the world...
I dropped my love off bright and early and held it together while I said good-bye.... but the minute I pulled away the tears wouldn't stop...
I love that guy more then words can say...
Come back soon ping! :)

Missing him...

She is MISSING him SO bad....
She misses seeing his face..
and hearing his laugh...
She misses just being able to tell him how her day was or any dumb random thing that comes to her mind...
She misses her best friend..
She can't sleep at night.... someone is missing on the computer and on his side of the bed... :(
She just wants to be with him always...


Missing him...

I love him more each day...

I love him even more then I did 3 hours ago....
He has my heart... He is in my soul...
The way he makes me feel is something I have never felt...
He is a beautiful person, inside and out...
The way he cares is truly amazing...
Im so glad I never stopped believing that he was out there...
I knew HE was out there...

♥

I love him more and more each day...

Sad...

Feeling SOOOOOOOOO sad...
I'm sad because my boo is leaving for a 5 day trip and I won't be able to see his face...
and seeing his face is all I have being so far away from him...
I know I'm proly being a baby but I'm really gonna miss him...He is my best friend...
and I wonder if he will miss me... I hope so and I hope he will be a good boy while he is away too... ;)

I wish I was going on a trip with him...
I want to be able to go places and do things in a place where no one knows us and we are free to be US.....
I want it so bad...

Then I'm sad I haven't got to see his face today and he just called and is going to a movie with Her!...
I know his reasons but it still hurts a little... :(

Guess today just isn't my day...
Can't wait for things to get back to normal next week...

I'm gonna miss him so much it hurts... :(

I got to believe...

See the person I love the most
Is so far away tonight
And no other medicine or promise is
Gonna heal me up right
But I got to believe
That him and I
Will be together
Cause that's all I got....

I want..

I want to be with YOU until the SUN falls from the sky...

I want life like this...

I got to spend a whole week with him... It was HEAVEN! I loved waking up to his cute face in the morning and nuzzling into his shoulder and feeling his arms wrap around me at night.. *sigh*

Making dinner together and snuggling watching movies, leaning up and stealing kisses... It was just perfect and a girl could really get used to life like that.... This girl REALLY wants life like that!
It's just so easy with him.. Everything from talking to just how comfortable we feel around each other... The laughs never stop.. We have so much fun together... I want this feeling forever...

He is now back home and I am here.... Haunted by our memories around every corner..
I was really getting used to having him with me and I am finding it really hard being alone again... I think he is too..

I miss him so much it hurts...
We have to stay strong and get through this so we can have our chance...
I want that chance...
I want to be back in his arms... where I belong...

I love him...