Family Vaction Fun..

 We made it! San Diego airport...

 All our kiddo's..

 Don't they look thrilled?..

 Oldest to youngest headed out to the beach...

 Picture perfect... :)

 Palm Springs swimming...

 Aren't they so cute?..

 Aren't we so cute?...

 Walking into Lego land...

 Chewy!! lol...

 3D movie..

 The babies..

 Paradise... so pretty..

 My honey is so funny..

 Hiding from the kids!.. lol..

 They found us!... :)

 We are so funny... :)

Heading to the airport...

Picture overload... I still have so many.. We had so fun on our family trip to San Diego and Palm Springs. The kids all met for the first time and they all got along pretty well. We also handled 6 kids like champs! :) We got this! ;) We went to the beach, swam everyday, Knott's Soak city and Legoland. It was so nice to see how we all worked together and I have to say my Ping is the man. He is so calm and nothing ruffles his feathers.. He handles stress so well and helps out in every way! I couldn't be more grateful.  It was hard to grab a moment alone but it was such a good experience and so cute to see our babies together! My love for him grows with each day.. More memories to add to our book.. :)

so sad..

I can't eat.. I can't sleep... I HATE HATE HATE these damn breaks! I do not understand why we can't talk at least once a day even if only for a min... It makes me feel so bad.. i can't even explain how bad.. Don't you want to hear my voice and see how I'm doing?...  It hurts so bad to not have you here.. to have no one to talk to... we are apart everyday of our lives already! I don't want more space! I want to be with you... and if i can't be with you then i would at least like to talk to you.. i understand your busy and i have been so understanding and letting you go and hardly taking up any of your time lately... i just wish you would give me a min or two.. i go through this every time and I don't know when you will talk to me again... i get quiet, then sad, then mad, then back to sad.. I'm so frustrated right now... when will you not want to take these breaks from me anymore?..

1+1...

If I aint got nothing, I got you
If I aint got something I don't give a damn, cause I got it with you
I don't know much about algebra, but I know one plus one equals two
And it's me and you, thats all we'll have when the world is thru

Cause baby we aint got nothing without love
Darling you got enough for the both of us
So come on baby, make love to me

When my days look low, pull me in close and don't let me go.
Make love to me. So that when the worlds at war, that our love heal us all
Right now baby make love to me...me...me...mee...mee. ooh ooh make love to me.

Hey! I don't know much about guns but I...I've been shot by you
Hey! And I don't know when I'm gon die, but I hope that I'm gon die by you
Hey! And I don't know much about fighting, but I, I know I will fight for you
Hey! Just when I ball up my fist I realize that I'm laying right next to you

Baby we aint nothing but love, and darling you got enough for the both of us
Make love to me...when my days look low, pull me in close and don't let me go.
Make love to me...so that when the worlds at war, that our love heal us all
Help me let down my guard, make love to me...me..me....me..meee ooh ooh ooh make love to me...me...me...mee...mee.

Fun with B&P...

Us at Aiden's Graduation...

Us at Bryce Canyon...

  Bryce Canyon...

 My dad and Ping at Bryce Canyon...

 In the car...

 Us in our hotel in Escalante..

 My Handsome Ping at Breakfast...

 At the Mall...

B&P... :)

Ping came out in May and we had so much fun and fit so much into his little visit.. We had Aiden's Graduation and we went down to Escalante with my family and had quite the experience down there.. visiting Bryce Canyon and hanging out with everyone.. Then we came home and he visited his family and friends.. We then had a day all to ourselves and we went to breakfast and the Gateway mall and went to a movie and shopping and he bought me a Macbook Air!! Am I spoiled or what??... He is so good to me!!  Sometimes I feel like I'm dreaming! Our time always goes way to fast and I miss him so much it hurts! I leave in six more sleeps to go visit him and I'm counting the seconds til I'm back in his arms!!  Love that man more then anything!!!  :))

Such a lucky girl I am... :)

 Pool time...

 My new Beats...

 White iphone4 and Beats...

 He spoils me!! Lucky Girl.. :)

 Us..

 lol...

 She loves him...

 She loves him so much...

Sadface on the plane ride home...

I went out to see my Ping and it was wonderful as always.. I went swimming and he spoiled me rotten! I felt like a Queen! I got the new white iPhone 4, beats, perfume, a Juicy Sweatsuit and sunglasses. He is seriously the best and makes me feel so special.. It's not even about the stuff but I have never been spoiled quite like this and guess what.. It feels amazing! :) My favorite time is night time when we are snuggled up in bed watching tv..  I love to just look at him and I never want those moments to end.. He truly makes me happy and I can't get enough! We have so much fun doing everything.. Leaving him is one of the hardest things.. I cry the whole day before I leave.. It's so sad.. I miss his face every second of everyday! Thank you for a wonderful time and for everything and for just being you! Love you my Ping!

Isn't it amazing?...

I had I guess you could say an Ah-ha moment yesterday.. Isn't it amazing when you notice growth in yourself?..

Yesterday I was at peace with myself and within my relationship.. I was perfectly fine waiting to hear from him and didn't feel the urgency or crazy need to see his face. Not that I don't want to but that need was gone.. I believe its what he has been trying to tell me all along.. I feel like my love for him has grown and we bonded on a level we haven't for some time now, last night... It felt so good..  I'm more in love with him today then I was yesterday.. I'm more comfortable in my own skin and I'm gaining the confidence in not only myself, but in him and us.. Realizing what we have is REAL and strong.. We have been each other's back bone through everything... He means so much to me.. Everything he does even if it's annoying or weird is SO cute to me.. and that's how I know.. I want to take care of him and be there for him and never let anyone hurt him.. and that's how I know...
4 more sleeps til I get to be tangled up with him and i can't wait!!
Love him more then he knows..

7 More days...

7 more days...

7 more days until I see his face..

7 more days until I get to kiss his lips..

7 more days until I get to lay in his arms..

7 more days...

I can't wait..