Back to Utah.... means back to reality..
My heart has been heavy for 2 days now.. I miss him SO much.. I miss sleeping next to him, putting my face in his and breathing him in.. I miss everything!! I have never felt more content and happy as I did when I was with him this past week... I want that feeling always..
The laughs, the dance party by ourselves, the drives, the walks holding hands... I even loved cleaning and doing laundry while he was at work... I loved looking over at him working as I watched TV in bed... I loved it all and I want that feeling back cause the feeling I have now is an empty one... a heavy heart..I'm trying so hard to be strong and push through the sadness I feel being away from him... Its hard and it hurts worse then I ever imagined... the tears haven't stopped in 2 days... I just want to be happy and make him happy everyday of our lives.. I know we have a long road ahead of us still but it will all be worth it in the end...
I had the best time and can't wait until next time I get to see my ping again...
She sure loves him!!! SO much!
"See this arm, it's a really good arm, she loves it!" :)
Missing you every second of every day...
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