Merry Christmas...

 My new camera and season 1&2 of Fringe...

The card was even better...

 One of the gifts I sent Ping...

Christmas time is my FAVORITE time of year... The lights, the snow, wrapping gifts, being with loved ones..  and it's that last part that made this Christmas a difficult one for me.. 

Being SO far away from the person you LOVE the most this time of year is brutal...  There are so many things I wanted to do with him..  I wanted to bring him to my Aunt Sue's Christmas party..  Everyone would have loved him especially knowing he is the reason for my smile these days...  He is the reason they are getting their happy girl back... I wanted to drive around at night with him looking at Christmas lights, I wanted to sit in front of the fireplace and Christmas tree with him holding me..  I envisioned that moment over and over in my head many times as I sat there alone.. I wanted to watch movies in bed on Christmas Eve laughing and talking about the future and all the things we want to do... I wanted to fall asleep in his arms and whisper Merry Christmas, my Ping... Baba sure loves you as he drifted off to sleep...  I wanted to wake up and exchange gifts with each other and make breakfast together... I could go on and on... 

It is so hard being apart.. I miss him every second of everyday... 

We mailed each other gifts and watched each other open them over skype... I got him a Black watch, a shirt, an ipad stand and charge two things at once thing.  He out did me and got me the nicest camera I have ever owned and season 1&2 of Fringe. The show he introduced me to and I'm now obsessed with it. I have really never been spoiled like that .. It was so nice.. His card meant everything to me.. He knows just what I need to hear or want to hear.  He also promised me a love letter... I'm still waiting, Ping! 

Merry Christmas...

Hope next year I will be spending Christmas with the person I love the most... Ping..