Yup, it's one of those nights tonight...
You left yesterday and I couldn't sleep... Tears wouldn't stop pouring out of my eyes... I was cold and lonely without you next me.. and I tried to keep busy all day today to keep my mind off of things but when the sun goes down it reminds me how alone I really am...
I waited until you called me tonight and was a little surprised and shocked that you didn't want to see my face tonight. I know what happened... but wouldn't seeing me and talking to me make you feel better?
I'm trying so hard to put on a brave face... I just want you to want to see me.. It makes me feel like you don't miss me.. and you have the kids this weekend so I know I won't be seeing you much if at all.. so I thought for sure you would want to talk to me tonight... I'm worried about everything... mind thinking of a million different things and you know I have a hard time when we leave each other.. I just hate the way I feel right now..
i miss you so much...
great, here come the tears...
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