Does he know?...

Does he know how hard I try to be strong?...
Does he know how much I miss him in a day?...
Does he know how much I worry about him?...

Does he know how much I love him?...

Tonight I'm feeling.... well.... So many things I can't even think straight! My cheeks are all flushed but I'm freezing cold! I feel so unsure... I hope he knows in a normal situation I wouldn't be like this! I wouldn't worry all the time and I would know my place... I'm very secure in who I am and what I have to offer! I hope he sees that! I hope he recognizes that...

Does he know how bad I want to tell him I miss him during the day?...
Does he know I look at my phone all day and then put it away?.... Trying to give him space or who knows...
Does he know how bad my heart races on Tuesdays and Thursdays?... and it feels like FOREVER until he contacts me?...
Does he know I have an inner battle with myself each day wondering where I stand and what I can and can't do?....
Does he know that I hate myself for being an emotional wreck at times!?...
Does he know how mad I get at myself for showing weakness?...

I want him to miss me and want to talk to me.... Not feel like I'm the only one missing him and wanting to talk to him...

Does he know how bad I want to be in his arms?....
Does he know how bad I want to feel his touch?...
Does he know how bad I want to kiss his lips?....
Does he know how bad I want to make love to him?.... (sorry, had to add this! It's the truth) ;)
Does he know how bad I want to be where he is?...
Does he know bad I want to see his face?... (in person)

Does he know how much I WISH I could take away his pain?...
Does he know how much I want him to be happy?....
Does he know how bad I want to make him happy?...


I hope he knows how hard I try and keep it together... Cause I really do try so hard!

Does he know how much I love him?....

I hope he does....