Questions...

How are you?...
What's wrong?..
Are you okay?....
Are you sure?...

These are the questions I ask him at least 5 times a day... It's just I never know where he is at in his head... Is he thinking too much? Is he upset? Did something happen? Did his feelings change about me? Even as I write these words I'm waiting for a reply from him to see if he is okay...

Some days he has a clear mind and knows what it is he needs to do... and others well... He is all over the place and questioning everything he is doing..
He is under SO much stress these days and sometimes it hard to watch.. I wish I could take it all away and fast forward him into the future when things have settled down..But I can't..He is the only one that can make this decision and I know it weighs heavy on his soul...
He has such a beautiful heart.. Its one of the many reasons I love him.. but while thinking and worrying about everyone else he has forgotten about himself...

Just wanting him to realize he is important and he does deserve to be happy and at peace...

Hoping it has been at least an okay day for him...
Cross your fingers for us...