Sometimes I'm at a loss for words... The right words to say to him. I feel so helpless when I can clearly see the pain in his face and know the pain in his heart. I wish I could tell him something that would magically make him feel better. I wish I could tell him that everything will be okay... While I believe everything WILL be okay... he has to jump blindly and wait and see for himself.. I know it is scary... and not easy to do. It's almost like when you have lived your life a certain way for so long... It's like you just continue that way because of the comfort level.. It's all you know... But when you finally step out and see all the possibilities and what you could have...It doesn't seem so scary anymore.. I'm proof of that. I was scared out of my mind to be alone and thought the world was over but my eyes have been opened to so many new and wonderful things.. I found myself and learned to love who I am.. I'm stronger and can do things I never thought I could.. and I realized that there is love out there like I have always dreamed of and I'm not going to settle for anything less.. True happiness... It does exist.. You just have to believe...
i♥y boo
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