Scared...

I feel like I'm losing everything in a way...
I left you alone during the days because I thought we had the nights and now you are taking those away... Can you see how that would make me sad?... It was something I relied on and looked forward too and it scares me to not have that to look forward to anymore...
Seeing you and talking to you is the highlight of my day and I want to be yours too...
Communication is all we have being so far away from each other... I don't wanna lose our closeness... I'm scared it's just going to be less and less now... I don't want that..

You used to need me and want me to help you make it through your days and while I realize it is a good thing you are strong enough to stand on your own two feet now.. its sad for me to see that you dont need me like you used to... Does that make sense?..

I hope this doesn't make you mad... I'm just telling you my fears and how I feel...
Bottom line... I miss you every second of everyday... I LOVE you and therefore I LOVE to be around you and spend time with you...

I will try my hardest to be understanding... but I hope that you will see how much I do miss you and I hope that we will still have some nights where we can spend some time and I hope with all my heart that there will be some nights where you will want to sleep by me again...
I will always be here to love and support you...
I love you and miss you with all my heart...