Stupid girl...

I lay here tonight sad...
I feel as though I have been very patient and understanding this week while he has had his kids and been busy... We have hardly got to talk to each other this week and this weekend even less...
So what do I do?...
I assume that today he is finally alone and that he would wanna see me and talk to me cause he has missed me just as much as I have missed him.... Right?...

Wrong... :(

I'm sad....I thought for sure he would wanna spend time with me...