What can I do?...

What can I do?... What can I say to make everything okay?....
He is having such a hard time right now.... The inner battle within himself is taking over right now... and it scares me to death. All I can do is wait and be here when he needs me... but it kills me to feel so helpless.. I wish there was something I could say or do for him right now.. I hurt when he hurts, I'm sad when he is sad... My heart hurts with his heart...

I know I have said it a million times but I wish so bad I could press fast forward and get him through all of this.. I just want him to be happy so bad.. I want our lives to begin.. I want to show him what it feels like to be appreciated and adored and show him each and everyday...

I wish he wouldn't be so hard on himself... He is a great person and father and he will continue to be and be even better when he can finally breathe and be happy... I haven't even seen him be truly relaxed and happy yet and I hope with all my heart I get that chance... Cause just the little I have seen is amazing and I love him more then he knows... He makes me so happy and when we are together it's just amazing and so easy... I love him for the person he is... The crazy, goofy, lovable, hard-working, driven, creative, caring, sensitive, thoughtful, random, fun-loving, tender-hearted, strong, beautiful, sexy man that he is...

I just wanna take him in my arms and tell him everything is gonna be fine... We can and will get through this and anything else that life throws at us.. This may be your battle and I know you think you need to do it alone but I'm right here with you going through it too just in a different way...

I'm here for you always my ping...
Hoping and praying for your peace of mind...
I love you with all my heart...