Wednesday, May 5, 2010

44 days...


My dreams are better then my reality these days... it's sad but true...

In my dreams colors are brighter, things taste better and I get to be with him... Can you believe it!?? I get to be with him!!! I get to look at his face and see him smile... Do you know how cute his smile is!?? I get to hear him laugh... He has the best laugh! :) I get to feel his arms around me!! Do you know how good this feels!?? I remember the last nights I was with him how I laid on his shoulder and closed my eyes and tried to hold on to that moment so I would never forget how it feels... Do you know how soft his skin is and how I love to rub my lips back and forth on his shoulder?... I get to reach up and hug him and put my hand on the back of his neck.... Oh how I miss that!... *sigh*
I get to fall asleep to his snoring.... which I find very sweet by the way and when I got back home I couldn't sleep in silence anymore. ;) I get to look into his eyes and know I'm right where I wanna be... Do you know what a good cook he is?.. In my dreams I get to eat all the yummy food he cooks up and I get to sit with him and eat together... In my dreams I also get to do any naughty thing I want to do to him... ;) Do you even know how good it is?!... Legs never stop shaking... oh how I wish my dreams would turn into reality for just a couple hours... Yes hours! maybe even more! It's never enough! I always want more! ;)
In my dreams I get to travel with him and see places I have never seen before... I get to drive in the same car with him... Do you know how lovely this would be!?.. To sit next to him while he drives... I don't even care where we go...
I get to go anywhere I want to go and do anything I want with him in my dreams..
It has been 44 LONG days since I have seen his face in person, hugged him, smelled him....I wish I could smell him! *double sigh*

But until my dreams become a reality....
You can find me in dreamland walking hand in hand with my him... :)

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